Red and green

If we talk about the mental structure that suited Astaroth, then at the time of his birth his father was a senior lieutenant, his mother was an economist, and his grandmother was a school teacher. He was born initially, like most in this society, into a family of doubting Christians without abilities, but as a child he could spontaneously catch spirits coming to stare, local spirits, not Gods (transparent energy clusters, an image formed from people's thoughts and emotions), as well as astral flights during sleep. I also remembered the astral flight before birth from heaven to earth, which I told you about, but no one believed it, it was amazing, however, it could really be confused with a dream. Of course, it is simply impossible to find literature on such subjects in childhood.
Next, I tried to start living like all "normal" people, but I began to realize that inside society everyone is "the smartest and strongest" and at the same time complete materialists competing with each other for their own survival. That's probably why I decided later that the city was not for me, that my particular dream was to live by the sea in a two-story house in a sparsely populated place, earning money by trading on the stock exchange.
Then in 2016, to figure out what was wrong with me, I started digging into esotericism and the occult. I started with palmistry and astrology, then I read the book Compressed Chaos, then, for the sake of experiment, I began to summon Dark Gods and Goddesses, some with a few drops of my own blood, some came, Lucifer and Satan did not come to me at all. Astaroth had the best response, he was the first one I called (winter 2016-2017) (maybe everything was already set up in advance?), I remember some left-hand New Year candles, a burnt leaf with a sigil and blood, and at night I immediately get inside the Astaroth Egregor (a copy of this world in green-red shades without people in the area where the crossing was).
Next, I plan to gradually "heal up" reincarnation injuries, because everyone who has been sucked into the Darkness is reincarnated traumatics who have suffered damage from human society. My psychic abilities are minimal and they are likely to grow strongly during one incarnation, but my main pumped-up mental function is Introverted Contemplation (tracking the hunter of Gods, spirits, people and other animals).
I also noticed that I often began to stumble upon the readers of my group, as if by accident, including through the monitor screen of a smartphone, TV, computer, some kind of synchronizing symbiotic relationship. Then, if you are reading this, see if there are more readers of my group in your environment, or maybe you can feel through the material world (without straining, straightforwardly), what has changed in relation to them than it was before?